Treskift / whatever

because I was bored obviously.

Is it any point of me posting it here when I’m done?
I mean, I got a great deal of new music when I asked my followers to give me some, and I’m a big fan of sharing music, so maybe?

I’m wearing shorts today because I have decided it’s spring now.
It’s +4,5*c outside and the snow is almost gone.

I am also wearing two layers of leggings, but let’s not talk about that.

Because I’m wearing shorts and I’m going outside, like, soon.

Soon-ish at least.

I googled to see if the sentance “get back to the UK and Ireland and the other curved” made any sense and all I got was stuff like this

not very helpful

I’m in a jsc mood and all I want to do is watch everything again and sing along

but there’s a half naked boy on the bed just a few meters away and I want that too (edit: ofc I mean man, not boy, because he has a beard and all so…)

my life choices are so difficult..!

Thanks for all the sympathies guys, sorry for spamming your dash with replies.

I’m going to read some domestic fluff (that I’ve heard includes food!porn and cooking… NICE) to cure my drawing insecurities as well as period cramps. 

Update on my own little challenge

Day 2: mission accomplished before 10 pm.

Put a lot more thought in today’s portrait.
Made myself look pretty, because I feel pretty tonight?
Yesterday I did not feel pretty and god that showed XD

Good night.

Reading domestic fics that takes a huge angsty turn is to me what morning coffee is to normal people.

I’ve decided that I will do one self portrait every day this week. Or every night more or less. Just did the first one, so maybe six more wont be that hard?
If I manage it I’ll probably post them on Sunday/Monday.

Hopefully it’ll be possible to see my mood swings throughout the week XD

But now - sleep!

I thought about writing a serious post about some stuff I’ve been thinking about but school starts tomorrow and I’m so tiiiiirrrreeed…

Also thought about uploading some stuff I’ve been painting the last few days but I guess that’s a no on that one as well. I’m forcing myself to do at least one small painting with water colour every evening and fill the whole paper with colour.
It’s fun and boring at the same time.

Do you even want to see the stuff I do? XD I doubt it actually.

Anyhow, good night, sleep tight and don’t let the werewolves bite.

Or let them, if you’re into that sort of thing!

playing around in the demon!stiles tag was a bad idea.

repeat after me; I will not read any of it, I will not read any of it.

not tonight anyhow.

oh shut up you and go back to painting flowers

yup because that’s what I’m actually doing

so not drooling over demons

totally not

I have now gone through over and cleared out/queued over 500 liked posts.
Which is about a year. Went as far back as the backfiring prank posts…

Expect spamming of dash in the near future. Probably a lot of old stuff everyone has seen already but it’s been in my likes forever and it needs to be reblogged!
43 posts of 500 made the cut to be up on my main blog, 66 ended up on my other hide-in-a-corner blog (because they’re teen wolf, lol) which I categorized and tagged and fixed around with last weekend so I can finally find my stuff. (yay!)

So… yeah. Expect spamming.

Did you miss me?
Because I took a serious brake from the internet in general this week. I needed it. It’s been a quite turbulent week emotionally and I’m glad things are finally starting to clear up. No more unsaid things, no more questions never asked.
Plans for the future - check!

I bought a plaid shirt for 19 SEK yesterday so that’s also good for the mood I guess! Adde just got Netflix on his 360 so we’ve gone trough a lot there too.
Season 1 of Buffy (even though all the 90’s fashion makes my skin itch),
3 episodes of The Walking Dead (so pretty…), The Polar Express, and 9 (cutest robot movie ever, I highly recommend it!). I wont pay for the damn thing later, but Netflix sure is addictive.
Anyhow, I’m on the train home now and I guess I’ll be online more next week when life goes back to normal. Can’t promise anything before that though, homework thingies and choir practice/concert will surely take out its toll. But I have a shit load of things taking up space in my likes so I’ll probably spam your dashes before you know it!

I can’t sleep. I can’t breathe so I can’t sleep and I’m just lying here in bed trying not to go over every mistake I ever made.
I’m failing horribly.

But I am human and to be human is to make mistakes, over and over again. I am a perfectly flawed human being who purposely makes her own life more difficult.

Now that I have acknowledged this I feel a little better.
Still can’t sleep or breathe properly though.
Time to go back to that daydream I had while lying on the couch today I think. Because damn that was a good one.

Also, hi Emma, I saw your reply and thank you

(There was supposed to be a heart and more text here but tumblr cut it out and now I don’t remember what I wrote…)

I wish I had a pen pal.
I’m in the mood of writing old time letters…